This entry has been in 'Draft' mode since June 2012, and I am just now finally posting it because I've decided I want to try this again. I really do need an outlet, a diary of sorts, where I can... THINK... freely... and not be afraid of what I have to say:
"I've always been shy, so this is a HUGE step for me in regards to 'speaking up/out'. I can't believe someone just might actually read this. But I'm glad, because I feel like I need to speak with someone... or, at least, FEEL like I'm speaking to someone. I'm always talking to myself in my mind (maybe that's why I went crazy! :p) I don't even care if you care or not, because I just want to know that I'm taking the next step in expressing myself. I've always felt hindered or stumped when it came to it. I could never say what I really wanted to say. Especially to my parents... *shudder*...
Now, so far it's taken me about half an hour to write -- that's how scattered my thoughts are! I keep changing things around, deleting, rewriting, rewording... So I hope this blogging will also help me become a better writer.... help my thoughts flow freely...
I actually did start writing down my thoughts, in various places, i.e. journals, text files on my laptop, and memos on my phone... (again, see how scattered and random that is?) but the thing is, I found myself repeating a lot of things, going in circles with my thoughts (because a lot of what I think actually tie-in together)... and that's okay because, ultimately, I want to be able to present my ideas/philosophies to you and see what you think!"
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