Keep On Swimming...

So I'm giving this a try again... I don't want to give up.  I need to express myelf.  I can't even talk to my husband about what bothers me on a daily basis.  Partly because I know how stressed he is already with his job and other shit going on.  I swear sometimes, I feel like he's better off without me.  He can live his dream of living with his parents and Isaac and meet someone who shares his vision and dreams. Because let's face it... mine and his are completely different. I want to live in the country and live a simple, sustainable life. Make things with my hands.  He wants a house, boat, car, toys, and everything else that our friends and acquaintances have.  I'm so sick of it...